It's been awhile....I realized I've been avoiding blogging about my life without my mom. But because of Sandy, I'm forced to continue this journey. No more excuses that I'm busy with work. And there's been so many days when I don't want to think about her passing. Just because I hate feeling sad. I know this is just part of the grieving process. It doesn't get easier, if anything it seems like it gets harder. A friend said time heals but I don't think it's true. Time allows you to deal with your every day life so the death of your loved one is not in the forefront of your thoughts. But it doesn't really heal. I think I'll always have this hole in my heart.
On the other hand, I bought a kitten to keep my Dad company. But to my surprise, my Dad doesn't want it. So now I'm stuck with this sweet adorable kitten. I'm not sure how Choco feels - happy for the company? threatened cos the kitten is getting more attention? I guess we'll see.
On the other hand, I bought a kitten to keep my Dad company. But to my surprise, my Dad doesn't want it. So now I'm stuck with this sweet adorable kitten. I'm not sure how Choco feels - happy for the company? threatened cos the kitten is getting more attention? I guess we'll see.
Meet Bailey!
And for those wondering how my Dad is doing - well, he hangs out at the Mason Club daily, playing cards and MJ. So he's keeping busy. But I had dinner with him at home the other night and he was telling me he was having a hard time sleeping worrying about Mom. He got emotional. And here I thought he was getting over her. But....anyways, here's a picture of us having dinner at Ken's.
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