Reflecting back on 2015, it was definitely a time of recovery and rediscovering myself. Doing much better with the grieving. Not so tragic any longer but still sad. Also connecting with new friends as well as re-connecting with old ones! Trying to delve inside myself to try and figure out what it is I want from life. And how my Mom's death has impacted me. Can I turn how I've dealt with her passing into something positive? Is that possible? And how to stay positive and optimistic? Especially for the new year? Begin with a clean slate - in with the new and out with the old? Resist from being pulled into drama. Don't reflect on the lies and broken promises made by people I trusted. Focus on why things happen for a reason. I guess this is the path that was chosen for me and I have to believe my Mom is my guide.
Eat healthier, start exercising regularly - not too crazy and open myself up for new possibilities? Yay, sounds good, right? Maybe putting it into words and out into the universe makes it real. In any case, anything is better than sitting around and moping about "what ifs" and "why not me?". That's not how my Mom raised me so just need to buck up and prepare to have a stellar 2016!