Norm and I went to visit mom today. I also visited Por Por who is still asking the same questions. Dad is still in China and returning Wednesday. Trying to stay positive and happy but fuck how can I really? Even Norm told me that Mom wouldn't want us to feel sad. Which is true. I know that but....not sure how to deal in a way that doesn't come across as tragic and depressing. My Aunt Mona and Uncle Rob invited me for dinner tonight. They are the best and haven't wanted me to be alone on this day since Mom passed.
She is with me every day, every second! I got a text from one of my co-workers who report to me as I'm blogging. And it said she knows today is hard for me but Happy (work) Mother's Day. It's because I lecture them like a mom. Seriously, that's the sweetest thing anyone has said to me. I tried not to cry today but that brought tears to my eyes. Ah yah....
I'm really ok, the day will be over soon and all will be well once again.
She is with me every day, every second! I got a text from one of my co-workers who report to me as I'm blogging. And it said she knows today is hard for me but Happy (work) Mother's Day. It's because I lecture them like a mom. Seriously, that's the sweetest thing anyone has said to me. I tried not to cry today but that brought tears to my eyes. Ah yah....
I'm really ok, the day will be over soon and all will be well once again.
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