One of my bffs lost her dad last week so attended the wake last night and the service this am. My heart breaks for her as I know a little of what she is going through. And yet at the same time, I feel so numb at the thought of his passing. What is wrong with me? I feel like I've learned how to remove myself from feeling the pain. And to not give in to the grief because I don't want to go back to that dark place? Weird. Have to figure out if that's healthy or not. Kind of an automatic self-preservation defense?
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