But what gets me through this is the thought that she would not want us to be sad and would want us to be happy. But it's a catch-22, how can we be happy without her? Hmmmm, it's definitely a dilemna. Any thoughts out there?? Anyone still reading this??
I haven't been been able to bring myself to blog after the last post. I've been busy with work as well as spending almost every night having dinner with Dad. And making sure he's ok. There are days when he seems to be fine but then anything can trigger his memories of Mom and he gets sad. But that also happens to me so I understand. I think because Mom was such a huge part of our lives especially when she got sick. Now there's a huge void in our hearts and lives.
But what gets me through this is the thought that she would not want us to be sad and would want us to be happy. But it's a catch-22, how can we be happy without her? Hmmmm, it's definitely a dilemna. Any thoughts out there?? Anyone still reading this??
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R
9/30/2012 02:09:10 pm
I am still reading this and hope you know that you don't have to go through this alone. I will always love you.
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joyce chan
10/1/2012 04:15:08 am
I do, I can't stop thinking of her who was an value friend in my life. I was hoping and wondering if she still would had talked to me......
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shelly
10/1/2012 11:30:46 am
i'm still reading too. i wish i could give some helpful advice, but know that i am thinking of you and your family. *big hug*
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