So I have a little break from my Dad this week while he is in MD, whew! Sorry, did I just say that? I have a little bit of time after work and weekends to think about shit. I honestly believe that I haven't come to terms with losing Helen. Never mind my Mom. I met up with an old friend from back in the "Castle Square" days and she even said she's been worried about me.
How do you come to terms with the loss of someone that was so close to you? Everyone says time....but what does that do? Honestly, it's coming up on 5 years since Mom passed and here I am still blogging about it. Time...hmmmm, it eases the pain for sure. But the grief comes back in an instant whenever I see someone suffering from loss whether in person or in movies or on tv. I was at a wake last Saturday and almost broke down crying while I was standing in front of the coffin looking down at the deceased. He was the father of an acquaintance so I didn't even know him.
I'm saying all of this cos I'm trying to come to terms with my grief. I have such a great support system....I know I've mentioned this before but I am very grateful for my friends and family. I'm actually doing fine so I don't want to alarm anyone. This blog allows me to voice my thoughts. And the fact that there is on average 20+ ppl viewing it on a daily basis! Wow...thanks for reading it.
How do you come to terms with the loss of someone that was so close to you? Everyone says time....but what does that do? Honestly, it's coming up on 5 years since Mom passed and here I am still blogging about it. Time...hmmmm, it eases the pain for sure. But the grief comes back in an instant whenever I see someone suffering from loss whether in person or in movies or on tv. I was at a wake last Saturday and almost broke down crying while I was standing in front of the coffin looking down at the deceased. He was the father of an acquaintance so I didn't even know him.
I'm saying all of this cos I'm trying to come to terms with my grief. I have such a great support system....I know I've mentioned this before but I am very grateful for my friends and family. I'm actually doing fine so I don't want to alarm anyone. This blog allows me to voice my thoughts. And the fact that there is on average 20+ ppl viewing it on a daily basis! Wow...thanks for reading it.
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