I'm not really a reflective person per se. It's hard for me to look into myself and figure shit out. Like who am I? What do I really want? This wasn't what I thought my life would end up being. I wanted so much out of life. I always thought my Mom would be there through the good and bad times. Thought i'd be married with a couple of kids. Hmmmm, that certainly didn't happen! Any regrets? I can't 100% say no, there are no regrets. But once again, what's the use?
I met and know some amazing people in my life. I've also met some not so amazing people. Alot of choices to have when choosing people you want in your life. I truly hope I've made some good decisions. But who's going to judge me and the choices I've made? I guess I can only say once again how very fortunate I am to have such great friends and family always supporting me.
With that said, I really want to enjoy what life brings. I want to be open to new things and new friendships, As open as a mature woman trying not to be bitter and not let the bad experiences shape who I am and how I think. Is that even possible? Well, we'll have to see where this journey goes.
One of the things I did for myself was to take my senior friends out to dim sum last Saturday. I met two new friends! It was really nice and I hope to continue doing it. I also visited my Mom. Now that it's getting warmer, it'll be weekly visits again. Back to my old routine....weird but I feel so at peace now. Not sure how it happened?
I met and know some amazing people in my life. I've also met some not so amazing people. Alot of choices to have when choosing people you want in your life. I truly hope I've made some good decisions. But who's going to judge me and the choices I've made? I guess I can only say once again how very fortunate I am to have such great friends and family always supporting me.
With that said, I really want to enjoy what life brings. I want to be open to new things and new friendships, As open as a mature woman trying not to be bitter and not let the bad experiences shape who I am and how I think. Is that even possible? Well, we'll have to see where this journey goes.
One of the things I did for myself was to take my senior friends out to dim sum last Saturday. I met two new friends! It was really nice and I hope to continue doing it. I also visited my Mom. Now that it's getting warmer, it'll be weekly visits again. Back to my old routine....weird but I feel so at peace now. Not sure how it happened?
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