Tho I'm still not grasping the fact that Helen is gone. Denial? For sure, but how else to deal with it? Someone please tell me!!
What is important is that I have great people around me to support and love me. Family and friends. I've mentioned this many times before. And I am so grateful for that. But I've always been good with showing a tough game face and internalizing my pain. Also tend to hide away to deal with it alone. This blog has been my outlet and a safe place to vent. So thank you to those who care to continue to read about my crazy stupid life!